When I’m feeling low and unappealing You’re always there with your natural healing The scum of the earth with a bruised ego Forever reminding myself why I don’t matter And there you are Hands ready to catch me as I fall in the pit of my own negligence I never knew what the ground tasted […]
Category: Free Thought
I Want Out
some days I want to crawl out of my body Not because of discomfort Because of too much comfort I hate the daily routine The mild confusion I get Everything gets so foggy The tiredness The fact the I refuse to change certain habits although it benefits me Too much comfort I want to claw […]
Sweet Shiraz
Stuck on the couch It’s 3:27 in the morning The wine stain on my shirt reminds me of the leftover wine in my glass I take a sip And a few more It’s 4:30 am and I am suddenly awakened by a thump between my thighs I try not to call you because I like […]
Stop Running from Yourself
I’ve never understood your type, ya know So quick to make decisions about things you know nothing about So quick to play the victim when situations are not in your favor Never want to hold yourself accountable Afraid of confrontation in fear of being disliked or maybe disowned by people you love You never think […]
Passing Time
Help me escape the place I’ve created in my thoughts Pillow talking to myself hoping it would make it serene I dug a hole in my mind to hide you from myself The parts of myself I have yet to control But you always seem to find a way out Almost as if you’re trying […]
Replaced Memories
Na, I don’t think about you anymore The tear in my heart is no longer sore I’ve been dreaming a lot Making plans in this spot Still not one thought of you Making friends, Smoking pot Minding my business And nobody even knows I knew you
Sweet Zai
Peach color Sweet as organic honey Salivating at the thought of you You move as if you know you’re being watched And I enjoy the view I enjoy you pleasing yourself whining your hips against your fingers My favorite actually I love when you serve them to me After they’ve been so deep in your […]
It’s no Secret
I know you still think of me It’s like your eyes sending signals through your pixels Starring through the device in the palm of your hands Directly to my mind Which is why you’re there all the time Drinking this wine make the memories I hold hold on to rotate so intensely I lose it […]
Our Complex Emotions
I don’t expect you to understand me I expect a deep connection One that stimulates my brain and have me weak at the knees I don’t want you to be attached to our relations Leave me with the satisfaction that you don’t need me Come back to me when you’re detached from the idea of […]
Afraid of Healing
Afraid to heal my deep wounds Afraid life will be too simple Afraid of missing the pain Afraid I won’t have an excuse to disappear Afraid I won’t need to scream at the top of my lungs when I’m too weak Afraid I won’t grow without trauma Afraid I’ll never be the same I’m afraid […]
