I know you still think of me It’s like your eyes sending signals through your pixels Starring through the device in the palm of your hands Directly to my mind Which is why you’re there all the time Drinking this wine make the memories I hold on to rotate so intensely I lose it whenever […]
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Our Complex Emotions
I don’t expect you to understand me I expect a deep connection One that stimulates my brain and have me weak at the knees I don’t want you to be attached to our relations Leave me with the satisfaction that you don’t need me Come back to me when you’re detached from the idea of […]
Afraid of Healing
Afraid to heal my deep wounds Afraid life will be too simple Afraid of missing the pain Afraid I won’t have an excuse to disappear Afraid I won’t need to scream at the top of my lungs when I’m too weak Afraid I won’t grow without trauma Afraid I’ll never be the same I’m afraid […]
I See Right Through You
I’m not sure why you disguise yourself But that mask doesn’t fool me I can smell you a mile away Trickling through the cracks of too late I waited for you to reveal your true self I’m run down and quite over your play I’m not amused And quite frankly you’re not too good at […]
Did I Get your Attention?
What am I missing? Masculinity? Does my face not resemble the architect of a model? Am I not extended over your shoulders enough to look down upon you? Has my brain not reached the intellect capacity you seek so much? Am I too reserved for your you? Your narcissism has reached its peak Stretching my […]
This Time Around
I find it easy to heal you Seeing that I understand the root of things The root of your things You brush everything and under the rug Not knowing you always leave a trail I always find where you went wrong I’m always there to help clean it up This time around you found a […]
So Soon
You were too surface level Unable to reach my mind at it’s lowest Your love was premature I don’t know why I craved it so much It still hurts to let you go so soon But it’ll feel better knowing I didn’t lose much
It Was Always You
I realized you were the one when you stayed longer You listened to my worries, even when repeated I really wanted you there and you wanted to be there You leaned into my trauma, not taking it on as your own But to be my support blanket You wrapped your warm arms around me Night […]
What You Made Me Do
Lost in the way you stare into my eyes I stumble over my left foot My cheeks immediately turn red and my armpits are wet Somehow, my panties are too The smirk on your face was confirmation that you like to see me in distress I reminded myself 10 times white jeans were a mistake […]
If Words Could Speak
They’re hesitant to be heard Afraid of the reaction it might get Afraid of how they’re perceived No matter how many ways they’re expressed They always come out with meaning, Sometimes they’re interpreted lazily They’re sorry when they’re hurtful So they replace themselves with more compassionate meaning The ones that makes you smile instantly The […]
